what the hell has been going on??

my lack of posts..

attributable to two factors..

1- The physical relocation of the host server and the subsequent necessity for reconfiguration etc.
2- Chi is disturbed..

ok.. #1 is understandable.. pretty good excuse I'd say.

But #2 is weak na?? Don't know.. sometimes its tough writing coz u know who your readers are.. I've mentioned before that I should have a completely anonymous blog.. So that I could write on it without holding back at all... but then, where's the fun in that, na? Or I should just say fuck it and write stuff.. but am i ready for the consequences? naaa.. too tired to deal with those.

anyway.. what have I been really up to in the past month and more? let's see..
*a lot of hiking!


















































*the regular tuesday night bowling -
at which i am still fluctuating widely between decent and pathetic. No consistency

*more extra curricular activities.. tango (!!???).. and other ways to distort yourself in an aesthetic manner..

there's more but am suddenly sleepy and tired.. and tired of writing this.. too much effort right now..

all i wanna say is that it's been an interesting time.. wish I could say more, but i cannot...

why not?

coz for some things i'm not sure of what is what.. messed up thoughts and feelings.. as i said, my center's all unbalanced.

u take the whole year to get a solid footing and think you are in control of yourself.. Finally, u are a rock.. unshakeable. And then the next thing you know you are like warm putty.. malleable. wrappabble around a little finger.

scary huh?

oh well.. happy belated thankgiving.. more on that later..

yawwwwwwn